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Adventures in Farmtown. Since being here in Farmington I've made some pretty awesome friends. We've even named ourselves. The Clique. The Clique consists of

Me
Caitlin
Bryanna
McKell
Robb
Robby
Andrew
John
Saxxon...and Eli but he hasn't really hung out with us. I hope I didn't forget anyone.

Anyway. We hang out all the time, swimming, making cake, watching sherlock, random movies. We do basically everything together. A few nights ago I ended up cuddling with Andrew, it was weird because I haven't done anything like that with anyone since Ryan. I mean it was nice Andrew is an attractive guy and super nice and stuff but i didn't have feeling for him. Actually we all know I kinda have a thing for Robb.

Now I feel like I've messed things up with some of my relationships in "The Clique". Relationships I didn't want to ever mess up. And I don't like Andrew. At least I don't think I do, and I still like Robb at least I think I do. And I definitely don't want to piss anyone off or bun any bridges.  Last night Andrew said our lives should be a t.v show. I feel like it could be.  Robb and Mckell aren't even in the country yet I wonder what'll happen when they get back.

I just don't want to be the bad guy. I want to keep my friends and not mess anything up.