What Lies Beneath

I.
I never feel.
I never feel like I'm enough.

I research serial killers, I am not scared by death, I think suicide notes are sad, I like to know why people do what they do.

I love my dog, he literally has saved my life. I'm not going to give him up.

I dare you to make comments about where I'm living again.

I believe in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints. So I will live by the standards.
I am thinking of serving a mission.

“Today many sisters are being called to serve. Many more are preparing to serve. Not because they aren't married or don't have anything else to do, but they have the desire to serve. One reason that the Lord wants more sisters to serve is because within the next generation He will send His priesthood army to the earth. He wants to send choice spirit children to mothers who have been prepared, properly trained, and taught in the gospel. What better schooling can a mother have than the experience and growth she gains through serving a mission.” --President Gordon B. Hinckley

This quote is why. I want to be a good example for my children. 

I bought my first pair of boots, actually two pair brown riding boots and black combats boots.

I'm going to be catwoman for halloween. 

Random thoughts that needed to come out.