Super silly title. I know.
I promise to never ever care about another person ever again. Everybody lies. Why is honesty such a hard issue for people to understand?
"The bad guys lie to get in your pants, the good guys lie to get into your heart."
I'm back to the mind frame of never being enough. Because you can be awesome, and pretty and attractive and smart, and spiritual and still not be enough. Should I just submit to what my grandpa thinks and end up like Amy? Look like a Barbie Doll, and change my personality to fit who I'm dating? That seems to be the way to go.
I CAN'T change who I am. I wasn't raised in Utah, I didn't have a perfect upbringing and I'm completely jaded by that. But I want normal. I don't want to be messed up forever.
"Perfectly Imperfect." --To you I'm not, but to anyone else that's ever met me that's the definition. I am not enough. Never have been and never will be.
So you occupy my head, while he still has my heart. What is left for me?
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