Light Years Away

I'm pretty aure that I've used this title before, but it's so fitting.

I've been looking back at my life or atleast over the past year... I feel like in every aspect I am a different person. A year ago I was so preoccupied with Anthony and I didn't see how bad he was for me, don't get me wrong he is still one of my best friends but I know now that he was not the one for me.

Aside from that, i wasn't sure what I wanted to do with my life exactly, I thought that being home could be a good solution but being home for the time that I was had to be the darkest time in my life as far as my decisions...I made some wrong decisions while I was home and I thought that I was smarter and stronger than I was. But I'm past that now and I'm a stronger person than the person I was back then.

Also I have met some of the most amazing people in the past year, I can't even explain how much gratitude I have for my new friends like Dianna and Zach! I usually don't like new people but they are both really good people and I don't see them having a malicious feeling in their hearts.

I have also lost a best friend in the past year, I was played for a fool and It still really hurts but I've learned a lot from the situation, and I know who real friends are. And i'm grateful for the experience that I've had.

So in about 2 weeks I'll be 21 and I feel really old haha. But in my 21 years I've lived so much and I'm looking forward to living for as long as I'm given.

This past year I've also come to understand my spiritual gifts I am so happy for that! it has blessed my life and my families lives and I'm so grateful....

I just felt like baring my soul today. Take it how you will.

Down With The Sickness

Thats right, I'm currently infected witht hte flu. I hate it more than words can even discribe. Other than that Salt lake has been great lately. Mariah will be here in a week so I'm excited about that. I don't even remember the last thing i wrote on here.

I'm living with Jessie and Bryanna now, Cassi moved back to Idaho. Enough about that.

Me and Dianna are super close right now, she's in the best friends catagory for sure!!

Me and Kaylee and Dianna made a trip to Idaho that was a lot of fun. I got to go to Idaho and Oregon. I was so axcited!!

I think I'm getting a job a KSL, doing promotions...how awesome would that be?