There are certain things that I swore I would never deal with.
I was wrong. The past month and a half of my life has been a roller coaster of emotions and heartbreak.
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Thursday, September 1, 2011
About A Girl
Over the past month I have been on a crazy roller coaster. I think every part of my character has been questioned.
My spirituality as been questioned so I bore my testimony. I talked about my family and the way I want to raise my future family. I explained my love for God, and my relationship with Christ. I talked about my strengths and my weaknesses. I opened up to someone that I care about.
This month I sat in the grass with that same person and I was told I was beautiful, and I believed it. This month I let you hold my hand and kiss me.
I stayed around waiting for you to make up your mind and it hurt a lot. If I seem insecure or traumatized it isn't because of my family it's because I was being told different things every few days. I've learned so much about you and you about me. I'm letting you go, go out and date see what there is out there.
My spirituality as been questioned so I bore my testimony. I talked about my family and the way I want to raise my future family. I explained my love for God, and my relationship with Christ. I talked about my strengths and my weaknesses. I opened up to someone that I care about.
This month I sat in the grass with that same person and I was told I was beautiful, and I believed it. This month I let you hold my hand and kiss me.
I stayed around waiting for you to make up your mind and it hurt a lot. If I seem insecure or traumatized it isn't because of my family it's because I was being told different things every few days. I've learned so much about you and you about me. I'm letting you go, go out and date see what there is out there.
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