Light My Way

If my life has ever changed so much in a week this week has been it.

Cassi had a friends named Jon that I asked to hang out with the Saturday that Cecil was here, I only asked him because they were friends. Over the past week and some says I've seen Jon everyday. I've become close to his roomates Zach and Danger Dave too, the other one Bruce is nice but we aren't really that great of friends.

Zach is a lot like Rachel, Cassi is a lot like Danger, Bry and Bruce are a lot alike and they say Jon and I are alike, I'm not sure I see it.

I'm looking forward to another letter from Monster but again I keep telling myself that it won't happen. I'me having a really hard time in my life right now believing people are genuine. Maybe thats why theses changes are happening. I have to say I'm a little scared.

Embers and Envelopes

So yesterday I got a letter in the mail, Haha. I wrote a letter back but I won't send it until monday.

It's Valentine's Day weekend, I'm supposed to find a date, I don't know who though.

Echo

So I've been in salt Lake for about a week now. I've met a lot of new people and I really like the ward. Grandma and Grandpa gave me and Cassi a bunch of stuff for the house. Grandma also took us shopping for groceries. Now it's all about finding a job which we are going to do today. I hate looking for a job but it's worth it.

I've already made enemies at the apartment complex, his name is Bruce, I really don't like him.

I sent a letter out, I really hope I get one back, but I really don't think I will.

The Suffering

Last night was really bad for me, I was trying to find a song for Cassi and Cecil to dance to at their wedding and the song "best day" from Taylor Swift came on. I thought it was a love song but it was a song about her dad. I decided to listen to the song and the tears started flowing, I haven't seen my dad in two years. I stared thinking about how my dad is missing out on our lives and how we're missing out on his. Then the thought came to me that my dad will not be able to go to my wedding, it didn't help the crying. I don't want someone else at my wedding, i want my dad, I know that at this point in time that can't happen.

I woke up this morning swollen eyes, and feeling a bit discouraged.

Pain

For those of you who know me really well know I'm mortified of needles, and today I had a root canal. Needless to say it wasn't a really fun experience. The dentist was fantastic though! He used a microscope! I think thats really cool.

Only 3 more days until I leave for salt lake! Words can't describe how happy I am for this new adventure!

Black Ballon

So, I'm Moving to Utah on the 26th and I'm really excited about it.

I have a feeling that it will be a good thing, I'll be living with Cassi and right by the rest of the girls all but Rachel. So we should have a lot of fun.

Cassi and Jordan are picking me up from the Airport which is really nice, they are good friends.

Moving back to Orlando in May was a really wierd decision I made, I'm still not exactly sure why... but I believe I'm beginning to understand it more.

Cassi is dating a guy named Cecil, they are thinking about getting married, I'm really happy for them!!

I wrote Trevor an Email, he'll be home from his Mission in April, I also wanted to ask him some advice.

I really think moving back to Utah will be a great thing for me.

Empty Apartment

I say empty apartment because of the two moves i'll be experiencing this month the first is over. We are now at the new condo, it's so much better than that apartment!! I think this is a good move for my family.

In a week I'll be moving back to Utah, I'm really excited! I'll be living with Cassi, she's already at the apartment. It's very empty.

SO I'm giving a talk at church today, on homes it's a little ironic.

I downloaded a bunch of Thrice music, I'm really enjoying it.