Don't Cry Out

So, Since i last wrote i've spent some time down in Provo. It was a bunch of fun! Hopefully i'll be there next weekend too.

When i got back from Provo i heaeded up to Bountiful for a family dinner, and it was so great! The next day was Trevors Homecoming so we went to his ward and over to their house and that was a lot of fun too.

On the down side, I got a $300 ticket...so today i'm getting a bus pass.

Whatcha Say?

I know thats an awful title for a blog but it makes sense to me. One of the few things that does.

I haven't written in about a month. A lot has hapened for sure! Cassi and Cecil got engaged for real about a week ago. Riley moved up here from Arizona to be with Rachel. I'm so happy for both of the couples. I'm really happy that our group gets along with both Cecil and Riley.

Rachel and Dianna are moving to Provo, I'm pretty sad about that but it gives me an excuse to be down there more often. Also Maria Baron is down there.

I'm trying to convince her to come visit me this weekend. So then I can show her all kinds of places here in SLC. Cassi is staying here in Utah for the summer. Jessie is moving in our place for about a month. So that should be interesting, I hope that nothing goes wrong seeing as Jessie has been really cross with us lately and stepping on toes for sure.

I'm currently at Rachel and Dianna's we are watching Pride and Prejudice....I remember 2 years ago seeing this movie for the first time and Maria Baron trying to liken the movie to our ward and Rob...I still believe that about the ward...not about Rob so much, we never fought. Funny how things go.

Back Home

I've just realized that for this blog i use a lot of Yellowcard song titles.

Well. I might move back home i know crazy right i guess it just depends where i can find a job. I kind of miss home though.

Britt had her baby! I'm so excited for her and Bronson!!

Things basically fell apart with friends and by friends I mean the Dewskies, i'm not going to get into all the gory details but we aren't really friends anymore. It's all good

Corina and Jared are coming this week I'm really excited!!

Lucky?

So, I don't know what I last wrote about. I don't know much of anything anymore. I wake up everyday hoping to figure things out.

Me and Jon are singing Lucky from Colbie Calliat and Jason Mraz at Cassi's wedding. It's pretty cool, I'm not sure about my singing voice but everyone else seems to have faith in it. We'll just need to practice before hand.

I've gotten really close to Jon and his roomates over the past few weeks. Not exactly sure how i feel about that either I mean I really like all of them so thats good. I should probably figure out what exactly i feel for Jon.

Mariah is pretty sick still, she's going to the hospital today and she'll probably have to have surgery. I wish they would just figure it all out!!!

I think I'm just going to give up on Monster, I mean think about it...I'm just a stupid girl. And I basically need to get over it.

Light My Way

If my life has ever changed so much in a week this week has been it.

Cassi had a friends named Jon that I asked to hang out with the Saturday that Cecil was here, I only asked him because they were friends. Over the past week and some says I've seen Jon everyday. I've become close to his roomates Zach and Danger Dave too, the other one Bruce is nice but we aren't really that great of friends.

Zach is a lot like Rachel, Cassi is a lot like Danger, Bry and Bruce are a lot alike and they say Jon and I are alike, I'm not sure I see it.

I'm looking forward to another letter from Monster but again I keep telling myself that it won't happen. I'me having a really hard time in my life right now believing people are genuine. Maybe thats why theses changes are happening. I have to say I'm a little scared.

Embers and Envelopes

So yesterday I got a letter in the mail, Haha. I wrote a letter back but I won't send it until monday.

It's Valentine's Day weekend, I'm supposed to find a date, I don't know who though.

Echo

So I've been in salt Lake for about a week now. I've met a lot of new people and I really like the ward. Grandma and Grandpa gave me and Cassi a bunch of stuff for the house. Grandma also took us shopping for groceries. Now it's all about finding a job which we are going to do today. I hate looking for a job but it's worth it.

I've already made enemies at the apartment complex, his name is Bruce, I really don't like him.

I sent a letter out, I really hope I get one back, but I really don't think I will.